To The Man that stole my heart......

To the Man that stole my heart,
You are worth so much more than you think....
You are the reason my heart beating, 
You are the reason i'm still going,
You crossed my path when i needed you the most,
You are so appreciated and so loved even when you don't realised,
Never forget how amazing Man you are in my sight and how perfect you make my life, 
Maybe you hate me and don't want me....
I still in love with your personality and not by my sight but by your soul.....
Maybe you never see who you really are....
For me you are Amazing Man who walks on earth and i really feel don't deserve you....
I'm so afraid loving again but i can't help that i falling in love with you....
You want to be my friend, i can't do that for you because i already falling hard for you....
I can't just be your friend anymore....
I want you so much that i can't think straight anymore....
I can't breath......
I always cry because of my wild thought of you with somebody else....
I can't see you with another woman,
My heart can't bear the pain and can't stand see that.....
Maybe i'm foolish....
But seeing you walking away and smile with another woman makes me very sad.....
I can't just be your friend and seeing all that....
I have to go far away from you that i don't have to see all of that because i love you in every posible universe exist.
All of my words i meant it.....
Without hesitation everyday i choose you....
Even you never know and you never see what i wrote about you.... my panda..... my heart belong to you forever and ever.

With Love and Pray
Joan Maria Louise Mantiri

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