if someday.....

If someday i miss you..... what should i do ?
actually what i miss from you is pur friendship. I always longing for that, that feeling we not alone anymore.
I have you as a friend.
But sometimes if i say that i miss you, i just want to hanging around with you, talking with you and doing silly stuf with you.
But times flies so fast and even your shadow i can't reach.
If i miss you what should i do ?
People often say you never meet me so is easy to forget.
But people doesn't know what we feel ?
when we crave each other voice, when we want each other,
when we laugh each other,
Our laughter, our talking fill that void in each other heart.
People never feel that or understand that.
We have connection that people crave to have.
and when i miss you what should i do ?
I don't want to live without you anymore.
I want you to be around my brother.
I don't have big brother like you that i can honor and admire.
I miss that.....
I can live without you.... but i won't
Since you are not my brother, if you are not busy, would you marry me ?
If you not bussy can we marry each other ?
but when i miss you what should i do ?

with love and pray
Joan Maria Louise Mantiri

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